mummy bought me this top.
love her ttm.

proposal to the queen- approved

this post.. that i decide to post now typed exactly a year before.

update on 12/06/09

last night i ended school way before 10pm and waited for him to fetch me home as usual.

we really anticipate the moment to get home and break the news to my mum.

Last sunday- 7/06 hub chouchou underwent a major surgery and it was successfully re-stitched into half with (of course) the help of my mum. she kept on ranting non-stop.. NON-STOP on how worn-out the material is as it could easily be torn apart (with force).

2 hours.. finally we completed it and she went to place the case in my room,... she jokingly said that: next time you ask sc to fill these 2 bags with money and i sell you off. she can't wait to get rid of me! so that oliver can have a room !- my opinion

not long after we reached home last night... we discussed and did as we planned, i walked up and down the walkway -from my room to my mum's room for like 10+ times. Finally decide to just go for it. It was hilarious, when i entered the room my mum asked me to fix the tv channel 8 got stuck and stone there, after changing channels the same thing repeat. so my mum asked: what you doing outside ? my door handle push slightly and let go push slightly and let go and now the tv like tt very scary leh!! i reply her with a long laughter and said that hub have something to ask her, and ran for the bath room!!!

he passed her his chou chou with full of cash inside and i think the whole house filled her laughters, as i can hear from the bathroom clearly. i went back to the room feeling weird... so weird! they continued their conversation and i act dumb at one corner LOL. she approved and ask us to go ahead with applying hdb.

i seriously hate him cause by now he haven't proposed yet, feel like killing him!

(i stressed him with the ring lol)

today/ tml we're applying for fernvale crest 4-room, only 2 of us. wait for his sis & bro to get married than the parents move in with us that is like at least 5 years later. we get along quite well, and they side me! than hub hahahhahaha we are so filial.

16/06/2010

肥的比你好很多

did you say it out of anger?

or you really mean it?

whatever it is,thank you for making my diet a successful one.

忍

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do not talk to me about food.

DAY 4.
control control!
4 days before 48kg =x
today 46!
wayy tooo go.
starting to feel ..............
whatever, control!

grave m......

it went after you.
like how it used to hurt me.
an invinsible knife, controlled by mysterious powers.
stabbed through your skin, to your flesh, to the heart and damaged bones surrounding
it never felt any better when the knife was pulled out, following the blood gushing through.
mind's recollecting, memories flashing, and collapsed.
if not fake a past out.

i've commited a grave mistake.
i've commited a crime.
but i still need you.

starvation mode on. (day2)

there's no turning back... silly.

take my lead

i swear to my ancestors i will devote my mind, heart and soul to danmax employment & ysc.
malay fucktards i gotta prove you wrong, all the trust i will gain as time passes will bring you down!

business is ....... grr.
have been following up with potential employers...
but no result!
sickening.
starting to have a very demoralise feeeeeel.
is it my problem or is it not? mmm
should i just touch up or remove the lashes...
aus..........

hmm.... CEA course coming up!
will be so busyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
who will fetch the maids home ah. stress.


Dear Participant,


Thank you for your support in course programme

We are pleased to confirm your registration for the above course, details of which are as follow:

Date : 19 April to 9 June 2010

Time : 6.30pm - 9.30pm

Venue : Lecture Theatre 7

Course Adminitsration : email:cec@sp.edu.sg
Tel: 67721288
Fax: 67721957

Campus map URL: http://www.sp.edu.sg/wps/portal/vp-spws/spws.org.abtsp.vstsp.campusmap

21jogjog

when you're 16 u wanna be 18 so that you can do much more things a 16 cannot do.
i didn't want to be 21 until recently there's so much god damn 21 years old restrictions happening to me.
1. i cannot lodge a complaint in subordinate court, ( my parents have to do it on my behalf)
2. i cannot transfer money using western union to countries.
3. our fernvale flat cannot deduct my cpf.
4. a mobile line under my name?! hahaha i'm still under student plan and my dad need to authorize for them to enable my add on data plan.
5. register to check in hotel? ridiculous. ascott does that.

whee gonna buy my running shoes later! gonna make full use of my mum 30% new balance discount voucher teehheh
've been jogging twice a week alr. yay

this is what i call life =D

妻子的诱或

hubbyx isx sho sweetx i say i wanna watch he helpx mee downloadx 100 over epsx

omg i just saw a bicycle front basket a snauzel back basket shit tzu. cutexz

5.56am 2/5/10
here i am wide awake at this wee hour.
tossing and turning in bed until i had enough of it, so i decided to blog and do something to make my eyes feel tired before i had my second round of sleep.
declare MC yesterday and was at home resting, and got 30 over return calls from the job ad i posted on classifieds and malay classifieds, forgotten about chinese classifieds as it requires me to dial another hotline to post the ad. " Part time maids, s'porean/PR only danmax employment call: 68580955 License No.: C815101B"
so when i reach office later i will be expecting this load of wannabe maids come crashing over me. i've got this huge intention of bringing up local part-time maids as i really see a demand for it. ever since i pasted" part time maids wanted" on our glass door, employers have been walking in instead of maids -.- so actually i have not finalise on my pricing, contract not up and application forms not done ! okay... so i have so many things in my head and 5 cases of full time maids not completely settled yet.
i finally come across the worst indonesian maid in my life. Sometimes, they're really pathetic and worth our sympathy but some maids... they just don't know their limits. HEADACHE! ysc (er-yi-zhang) sister got this terrible transfer maid from me, and right from the start we all knew this maid have this huge problem of bangla bf ( she divert the bangla calls to her previous employer and she almost made a police report) rude, whatsoever. now i seriously believe that all maids in sg have a bf. ( regardless of whichever nationality) its just how well they can hide from you, so maids with bf is not at all surprising. As long as they complete their jobs and obedient to their employers. often i heard ridiculous story of maids, it made me feel so numb towards it already, its difficult in our position to speak from any point of view, as misunderstanding might always be the main cause of problems. i'd always give a weak smile showing how much i understand the employer, giving short and surprised remarks and hope they cut the long story short. sigh and complains are inevitable. now 6.35am MY MAIDS HAVE NOT WAKE UP YET!!! hopefully my project of part-time maids would be smooth sailing. goodluck to me.

i missed 16 years old,endless booze, endless fun, endless friends, endless nights. maybe this is why people have been naming it sweet 16. time flies and 'm now with my career and married to my husband. never did i regret any single step i took, i'm actually really glad that i put an end to my "life" eversince 3 years ago. i've learnt that we can't hold 2 things at a time, we need to learn to let go, and this is where you learn to grow up. all those memories that i, have choosen to give up on have already buried deep down in a corner of my heart. people come and go, and i'm just so sorry that i've choosen to go. some things happen to remind me of the past and the past always puts a smile on my face and i'm contented enough, really.
and i wondered how come the girl with the worst attitude ever, have committed herself to a lifelong marriage and willing to compromise everything with that guy.
i guess, its fate. someday you'll understand.

happy day for me

yay finally my pants from modparade arrive, my rl mini pony arrive & my victoria secret items too! all in the same day!
oh and i made my 5th case of the month! (thank you aunty-in-law)
dad promised that if we hit 12 total tgt with the rest this month we will have bonus HAHA. now its 10 alr. easy feat, heheheheheh

i need to start jogging alr, SIL agreed to do it tgt NEXT WEEK.
(i can't fit in the pants i bought from modparade omg.)
I WILL WORK IT OUT OK, I WILL SQUEEZE MY WAY THROUGH HAHAHAHAHHAHA
dinner appointment tomorrow with my once in a 6mths sister.AHAHAHAH

next happy news is that we got grant from HDB already HAHAHAHAh
lucky i was jobless during the period when we applied the flat, and lucky that hubby haven't worked with toshiba for a year yet if not... i guess it won't allow any lor. thank god.

new friendxz

recently so busy with these few girls.
The girl with the shortest hair insist not to take "3 person" picture...
ya so no pics of 3 of them only hahhahaa
why her hair so short? cause i brought her to snip avenue to cut! her employer request for boyshort hair. hair cut at $4.80 all length cheapxz!
monday will be an ultra buzy AND LONG day for me, thousand and one things to do.
currently waiting for xia yi zhan xin fu & dalang dalang to broadcast online. grr.
WHATS TAKING SO LONG.
YA AND MY MAID IN WHITE TEE VERY PRETTY RIGHT, SHE IS HARDWORKING ALSO OK.

resolutionz

2009 resolutions?
1) Complete my current course smoothly.
yes completed only a few remodules to go =)
2) Damn, get my license.
got it!!
3) Save up (every year resolution), be prepared for rainy days.
of course without the excess off to ciggerettes i do have something in my a/c.
4)be 100% smoke-free, really near to me.
god damn yes.
5) Quit current job, settle down on my new career til Aug.
new job! new designation! new location! new industry!
6)lose weight, forever 45?
forget about it ~
7) more interactions with jjebdrys.
infact lesser sigh.
8) get a better understanding for my bf, something is definitely lacking.
is it the engagement ring lacking or the ROM cert lacking??
i don't LACK anything now goodness.
9) be there for my mum.
we chatted everyday, with jiale's presence i don't think she need me any more =(
10) organise my life and manage my time wisely, time management really suck.
more or less a big improvement.

2010 resolutionz
1) have a 4 digit saving.
2) no outstanding credit card bills.
3)BE PUNCTUAL
4) Chinese Wedding! (did i mix up my wish list & resolutionz? HMM,.)
5)be more optimistic, be sympathetic, understanding.
6)learn to handle problematic employers
7) have a family! a baby? (after august so that i'm not a teenage mum) HAHAHA at the same time win the title from them heheheh
8)jogging once a week
9)business to grow cover our loss,close more deals make profit!
10)learn to cook more dishes.

no more dreams..
what will life be like?
sigh, it was my dream since young and now its crashed all because of you.
my one and only hope.. gone. life suck. my whole life suck now.
no aim in life anymore.
fucked up.

i found a place a place so peaceful where i can write freely.
not as if this place is so chaotic / messy, i just don't wish to hurt anyone on this blog with my words anymore hehehehehe. oh pls nobody bother to read this blog even.

tatata

i can give up everything, seems like you can't
only u don't like, i cannot don't like. sucker.

I LOVE MY NEW PJ!
SO COMFORTABLE.

wednesday went JB the whole day with hubby & er shu er shen.
eat and shop! happy day! but roy waited for me til 9pm to fetch the maid custom jam =(
the wheel chair lady finally gotten her maid. she called me in the middle of the night due to some crazy reasons and scare the maid! the maid cry for transfer at the first day not even 5 hours!

thursday christmas eve, work! partay at home..

friday 5am fetch maid to the airport. bought breakfast for darling. went to sleep sleep sleep sleep til 5pm watch some drama.LOVE<3